Hey Guys Ralph Bear Here
I'm Currently have to put a possibly Temporary Hold on Commissions for now Due to the fact that I
1. Currently Need the Extra Time to Start Editing My Next "The Stupid Super Hero Movie Reviews Series" Episode
2. My Dad Is Teaching me how to drive and I need to hit the gym, lord knows I'm over due for one.
3. Looking for a job
4. My Mom just got out of a big Abdominal Hernia Surgery
Let's Explain that Last one.
My Mom just had Abdominal Hernia Surgery and thus have a HUGE cut down on said abdominal that leads down to her crotch area....yeeeesh. and Since she has TennCare those doctors won't bother letting her recover in the comforts of a hospital and drop her off at my home thus not only she's suffering more or less (Don't worry my dad is getting on their case on this one), but since she cannot go to work I have to be the man of the house along with my dad and brothers to take care of things while she's in bed.
It's not gonna be easy since I don't have a job, It's gonna be really hard to at least help pay for food and other tools to take care of her for the house. So My Attention on the computer Especially the more time consuming Art Commissions, I've gotta hold those I'm currently working on and focus on taking care of mom and work out my personal life and a review episode I promise to bring up before HORROR MONTH next month.
If anyone would like to help, you can donate me money on Paypal through my email address
For those who don't got an account here's the donation linkwww.paypal.com/us/cgi-bin/webs…
Just send ANY amount more or less, it doesn't matter as long it'll help me buy food for the house until mom is well enough to get back to work and on her feet.
And please don't comment that you "Don't got a paypal account" or "I don't got any money" If ya don't, ya don't. Sorry, just got tired of hearing those repetitive comments, plus I'm just stressed because of my mom right now.
Just giving out said heads up, and I'd appreciate for the support. peace
UPDATE DAY 6? 7? I'll just say a week later and Remembering October 1st: The Day Granny Died
So Far Mom on Friday will finally get those stitches off, as she can drive the car now without much help except for a few moments here or there BUT the only limitation is she doesn't need to get too stressed out (Easier said than done) due to mom being quite the short tempered woman and my little sister caithlyn being down right annoying on her worst days.
So far I'm just waiting the news from her Doctor is she'll at least be ok enough to get back to her job so we can get some good food and drinks in this house. Dad manages to give us food here or there and some donated food from Aunt Peggie but that goes down rather quickly sometimes.
So Far Donations is going good just need a few more bucks before cashing the check and back my dad up for a while until mom can go back to work, make some money and keep thing stable.
REMEMBERING OCTOBER 1st 2011
The Day Ma G Died.
To this day after 4 years being passed It's kinda hard to fully enjoy October, The Fall time, and the Halloween Spirit without remember how 2011's October has a very crippling start emotionally.
I Can only best remember her last time being alive as she was calling me on the phone one day, and she was telling me how I was doing. I told her the usual personal stuffs and even told her about my comic and video projects I wanna get done at the time. She sounded sick and bummed out that I neglected visiting her all the time. I was guilting and told her that "I Promise I'll vist you" after I finish my own projects which at the time never gotten done due to complications.
Then she died. I and maybe a few certain "friends" and relatives who knows Granny took it the hardest. I See her already dead and told her that I was here. That to me felt very hollow as I was here with her at the most crucial time but she's not alive or awake to at least see my face. Maybe in spirit, IDK but at least I did something I promised I'd do.
This really gotten to me because I promised many things and due to my Procrastination
and neglecting my own health, important projects and family members and since then I was worried I might "fail" again.
Well I'm done talking about this here.
Hope you all was patient with me on the updates